In a metaphorical sense, of course.
So many conflicts both inside of me while at the same time with my girlfriend, I don’t know what to do.
In past years I would’ve labeled myself as a shy or introverted person. I’m trying to change that a little….And shit has hit the proverbial fan. I’ve been going out with my girlfriend for over a year and things are…coasting seems like a good word. Anyways, in my attempts to branch out and talk to people more I’ve been talking to one girl more. For a smart guy I’m an idiot for not having seen this coming, but after talking about it with the gf I thought things were okay….so naive of me. Now this hellstorm of jealousy, anger, and resentment are coming at and from me…It’s exhausting.
I’m using the ‘quickpress’ thing so I won’t upload an uplifting sunrise picture, so imagine one here.
Oh and by the way, I know that whatever happens blahblah this isn’t the end of the world, I know. But that doesn’t make it any more fun to deal with.
